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Anna Trisha Martinez. Just turned 20. Stick around and watch, I just might surprise you. There are many things that I like. Lakers are by far at the top.



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I can’t help but get so emotional when I see old photos of my grandmama. For all the shit she’s been through and for all she has fought for, she doesn’t deserve to be all the way in the Philippines with people who don’t respect her presence and cherish her well-being. She needs to be here, with me—forever. Call me selfish, but I want her here. I can take care of her and restore the happiness she once had. I want to be the one to put the smile back on her face. I want to be the one who takes her to her doctor’s appointments. I want to be the one waiting for her prescription medicines for hours on end. I’ll do anything to get her back home! “You know Anna, it’s always been you and your sister that takes the time of day to talk to me and make me laugh. I miss you two.” She said that to me Thursday night—over skype. Skype just won’t cut it for me anymore. I virtual picture of her isn’t enough to keep me sane. I miss you Mama. Soon, you’re coming home, I promise. Enjoy the Philippines while Kobe is there, but you already know once season starts, you’ll be here, right next to me..where you belong. I’ll keep your bed warm and your seat comfy—but I’m expecting a quick return soon. Please stay positive and get a little stronger so you can take the next flight out of there. I love you. 

I can’t help but get so emotional when I see old photos of my grandmama. For all the shit she’s been through and for all she has fought for, she doesn’t deserve to be all the way in the Philippines with people who don’t respect her presence and cherish her well-being. She needs to be here, with me—forever. Call me selfish, but I want her here. I can take care of her and restore the happiness she once had. I want to be the one to put the smile back on her face. I want to be the one who takes her to her doctor’s appointments. I want to be the one waiting for her prescription medicines for hours on end. I’ll do anything to get her back home! “You know Anna, it’s always been you and your sister that takes the time of day to talk to me and make me laugh. I miss you two.”

She said that to me Thursday night—over skype. Skype just won’t cut it for me anymore. I virtual picture of her isn’t enough to keep me sane. I miss you Mama. Soon, you’re coming home, I promise. Enjoy the Philippines while Kobe is there, but you already know once season starts, you’ll be here, right next to me..where you belong. I’ll keep your bed warm and your seat comfy—but I’m expecting a quick return soon. Please stay positive and get a little stronger so you can take the next flight out of there. I love you.